First Love

So little to say
But so much time
Despite my empty mouth
The words are in my mind
Please wear the face
The one where you smile
Because you
Lighten up my heart
When I start to cry

Forgive me first love
But I'm tired
I need to get away
To feel again
Try to understand why
Don't get so close
To change my mind
Please wipe that look
Out of your eyes
It's bribing me
To doubt myself
Simply, it's tiring

This love has dried up
And stayed behind
And if I stay
I'll be alive
Then choke on words
I'd always hide
Excuse me first love
But we're through
I need to taste the kiss
From someone new

Forgive me first love
But I'm too tired
I'm bored to say
The least and I
I lack desire
Forgive me first love
Forgive me
Forgive me first love

by: Adele

Férias

Férias... deixam-nos tempo livre para pensarmos em tudo.
Em tudo o que queremos e que não queremos.
Permitem-nos fantasiar, sonhar, inspirar, descansar...e ver os dias a tornarem-se cada vez mais curtos.
Sonho, tenho muito, mas muito medo do que o futuro me reserva.
Temo coisas que nunca pensei temer.
Aprendo a viver com tudo isto, cresço para dentro.
Quero arriscar, mas tenho medo.
E o medo faz parte da vida.

Noções para viver sem ti

"Não queiras saber o que eu já pensei
de ti
Na negação da tua ausência fui
Esgotando a minha lista
E o que eu ganhei
Tanto quanto eu sei
São noções p'ra viver sem ti."

Foge Foge Bandido

...somewhere out there...

"Oh, hold still for a moment and I'll find you
You're so close, I can feel you all around me
And I could hold you if you just stood still
Oh, I'll hold still for a moment so you'll find me
I'm so close, I'm just a small step behind you
I know you're somewhere out there..."

Hold Still - David Fonseca & Rita Redshoes

Stay Out Of Trouble (again!)

Posso dar voltas e voltas, tornar-me até demasiado repetitiva, mas só esta música faz sentido neste momento....

"I left the others knowing
I had to work this by myself,
but now the feeling's growing,
I would be better off with their help"

Clandestino

Those Dancing Days

"Now I know What I'm thinking what I'm feeling
What I want my life to be
Now I know how I plan to make things easier
For everyone including me."

Hitten by Those Dancing Days

Sun, sunshine, shine, happiness!

The sunshine is back. I think. Thanks God!